bored an lazy...
why in the world i'm such a lazy pig..
i'm half chinese..
n the chinese blood ain't worked in my brain n the lazy malay blood r dominating it..
huhuu..
i need to c a phsycitrist (err, aku tak ingat spelling die camner..)
really, i need a professional help..
i need sum1 to membebel gile baby at me..
so baru laa aku terhegeh-hegeh stand up n do what i shud do in my life..
my sweet darling.. huuuuu...
he's so sweet.. so whenever i'v complained bout my life.. n he's always like..
'it's alrite babe..'
'it's fine wif me babe..'
'i'l do it 4 u babe..'
lagilaa aku cam... huuummm malasnyer...
i so sick..
huwaaaaaaa.....

ok..

humm..
i'm a mom to my son.. aiman farouk.. i luv him so much.. i wanna do everything for him.. but what i'm doing now is jez wasting my precious time.i realize that, but i'm still doing that.oh God, what kinda sick person i am..
i miss my frens so much.. i wanna meet 'em.. i wanna chill wif 'em, talk to 'em.. but i can't.. coz they got work to do, n i ain't got any car or anything to go n find 'em. i even dun got any fon's airtime to buzz 'em.. i jez got this stupid blog to babbling bout my life..
i miss my old times.. got lotsa frens n lotsa times to hang wif 'em.. i'm kinda lost 'em slowly..i dun wanna lose 'em.. emmm.. i wish..
*sigh...* i jez dunno what to wish.. there r so many things i wish for.. i jez wish but dun work on it.. that's my biggest mistake..
blaa..blaa...blaaa...
that's all i can do..
huuuuuhhhh...