i'm such a troubled person..
i dunno how to descipline myself..
God help me..
i really wanna see any pshycitrist.. (can't remember how to spell it..)

whenever i read other ppl blogs..
i was so jealous..
they'v got a great life..
great friends
great jobs..

but me..

i'm always in depression..
never enjoy the stuffs i did..
always want sumthing else..
always in trouble..

but sumtimes..
i think i shud be more greatful..
i've got a great husband
who luvs me n care for me no matter what..
i've got a gorgeous son, who always luv to smile n make funny stuffs..
but me..
i dun think i'm great wife..
n i'm such a lousy mother..

never get enuf..

i'm always disappointed myself..

i wanna be different..

n

i wanna make sum differences..

God help me..