argh..!
kusut gile..
i told him, am leaving..
and..
and he's begging me to stay..
he's down on his knee..
n begging me to stay..
arghh!!
tak sampai hati laa plak..
yelaa, sape tak cair, kalo laki dah berlutut depan ko..
n merayu-rayu.. begging to stay..
i was torn..
between my feeling n his feeling..

finally..
am staying..
staying as long as i could..
besides, am doing this not jez for him, also for my boss..
the boss is sooo kind towards me..
n he kinda need me to keep up the office n the company..
so aku tak sampai hati to leave em jez like that..
am i selfish?
ke aku yg bodoh macam kesian sgt kat org lain, aku yg miserable..
btw, there's nothing to lose if am staying or not..
oleh yang demikian..
am staying..

huummm...