yeah.. it won't last forever..
wif him, there's ain't fun anymore..
adding more hustle to my haywire mind..
am kinda frustrated coz it won't be the same like before..
n i miss the old him.. the old us, where we use to be..
huumm..
jez let it be..
i have to move on anyway..
i was thinking..
shud i quit the job..
coz i can't stand looking at him n feeling miserable everyday..
besides, i really need to view the new perspective of my life..
i dun wanna stuck this way forever..
at this moment, i try to stay positive as i can be..

tapi kan..
this morning was macam agak klakar laa jugak..
i was so mengantuk..
n i tengok jam without any glasses or lenses..
oo dah kul 8:35 pagi..
aku pun kejutlaa hunky..
"hunky, wake up..wake up..
dah 8:40 dah.."
die pun tenyeh2 mate, squeeze2 my breast, tengok jam..
die pun bangun laa jugak..
cam biase laa, mandi2..aku lak buat air kat die without basuh muke dulu..
sudah siap sume, aku kat dapur.. suddenly, "MAMA!!!!!!!"
huh, apehal plak laki aku nih..
"tgk jam tuh!"
hoh, baru kul lapan rupenyer..
ahahhahahahahahahaha!
oleh kerane dah terbangun awal la plak, hunky pun gi beli nasi lemak..
n we makan2, baru kul 8:30, so both of us sambung tido balik sampai kul 9..
n have to kejutkan hunky balik for the 2nd time..
hehe..
this time jez bangun basuh muke n terus blah gi keje..
heheh..
bleh tak aku tersilap tgk jam pepagi..
rabunnyer psal..
hehehehe..