my morning feel like shit.
coz my rib n neck still in pain.
n hunky woke me up at 5:30am (rite after watching MUvsCHELSEA)to have sex wif him..
n since am horny since last nite, we have the morning sex. it taste great, but as always it won't last enuf to blow me away.. huum, so frustrating..
continue to sleep, n woke up again @8:30am.. getting ready for work..
uggghhh.. malas nyer nak bekerje ari ni..

this morning listen to another 'fix it' from fly fm, a lame guy want his xgf to apologize to him coz cheating on him TWICE! n he was like still terhegeh-hegeh at the bitch. what makes him more pathetic, that bitch siap kutuk2 die on the phone lagi.. that's real biotch! end up, that guy was sangat malu, but still, he told the DJ he loves her. WTF?! ade gak jantan yg sangat lame camtuh. his girl cheating not once, but twice, siap caught red handed by him bermanje-manje ngan jantan lain, tapi still lagi you dun wanna move on n stuck wif the lovey dovey feeling of yours. ikutkan hati aku, aku nak jek carik jantan tuh, pastuh aku nak ketuk2 sampai die realize, betape bodohnyer ngko nih..ish!

why people are so stupid when come to love stuf.. yeah, am also used to be that stupid before. sangat bodoh kerane terhegeh-hegeh at that fucker..
honestly.. am still think of him regularly..
but lately, aku rase cam aku selalu terpikir psal die..
is not that aku rindu kat die, tapi mengapakah aku masih memikirkan that fucker..
aku realize, he still in my YM fren list, n lately die slalu online..
then, i jez realize he deleted my name in his friendlist on friendster, coz his name also not on my list. huuumm..? curious gak, nape after so many years die baru nak delete aku from his frenlist? ke hunky yg delete his name from my list? tak tau laa..
but,i do think about him sumtime, i wonder what had happen to him now..
is he still wif that bitch..
or there's a new galfren? mesti laa aku nak tau kan..

some ppl say, if u love someone that much
n u r not meant to each other,
u shud wish ur luv one the happiness in the world..
WTF!
aku cam takde ar nak wish him the happiness in the world..
i want him to be stuck in real hell, n suffer every second of it..
n realize he was so stupid n sangat menyesal tinggalkan aku..
also want him to be sooo jealous of me now coz got a husband yg sgt good looking n jauh lagi best dari die..
n sangat menyesal coz tak dapat jumpe pompuan yg lagi best pade aku..!
muaaahahahhahahahahahaha! wicked! wicked!
if only i can make him feel that way kan sangat best..
but the reality is, adalah sangat tidak logik n impossible to make him feel that way..
coz he's not the type of guy yg terhegeh-hegeh n lame..
umm, maybe lame tuh ade laa kot sket..
whatever it is, it does feel good to think about him that way.. hehe..
but, sumtimes i feel like i wanna thank him..
coz he is one of the motherfuckers out there who makes me learn so much bout life,n become who i am now.. thanx fucker! =)